IDEA

- I'm scared of being forgotten

-  I'm enthusiastic

-  I'm semi-ambidextrous with a keyboard and mouse

-  I did NCS
-  -  Helped children's charities

-  LGBT+ is a topic that interests me greatly and is dear to my heart
-  -  I have several friends that are apart of the LGBT+ community
-  -  I myself have technically been apart of each if the main acronym, having been Bisexual and Gay before and currently going though the challenges of being a non-public Lesbian Transgender Girl
-  -  I go to Pride marches regularly

-  I'm a fan of a wide variety of media products and would consider myself an active member of several fandoms
-  -  I've gone to several fan conventions and made fast friends there
-  -  -  Interested in becoming part of the media team involved with groups that organise these events

-  I care about regularly breaking the mould

-  I play D&D regularly
-  -  Handling probability and risk
-  -  Able to think outside the box and inside other's shoes
-  -  Able to think ahead and make logical decisions that benefit everyone
-  -  Able to manage groups of people

-  I regularly offer introspective help and advice to friends

-  I play fast paced competitive games
-  -  Quick thinking strategy
-  -  Teamwork on the fly
-  -  Accepting loss and getting straight back into it again

-  I also play slower paced strategy games
-  -  Time management
-  -  Planning ahead
-  -  Risk/Reward

-  Media
-  -  Video and Audio editing
-  -  -  Dark and strange
-  -  -  Unconventional
-  -  Camera Work
-  -  -  Work experience
-  -  -  Flexible, will do most things
-  -  Creating props
-  -  -  Cosplay

-  I'm interested in learning some instruments
-  -  Melodica
-  -  Piano
-  -  Otomatone













What do I want to do/have done in the next 5 years.

- I want to have passed Media Level 3
- I want to win Most Creative in the Media Awards Ceremony
- I want to get a stable part time job that lets me pursue my interests
- I want to have worked as an editor for a company
- I want to have worked as a 3D physical stop motion animator for a company
- I want to get a girlfriend
- I want to finish transitioning into a girl and change my name to Artemisia
- I want to have an audience for a personal Media project
- I want to learn an instrument (melodica? piano?)
- I'd like to make something to do with a video game
- I'd like to make a stop motion animated series
- I'd like a motorbike and licence
- I'd like to visit Canada
- I'd like to go to London Comicon
- I'd like to do some work for a convention




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Personality



Strengths:

- I can talk a whole lot, and I'm not afraid to just talk to people about any topic in any location. This includes both one to one and public speaking.
- I can sound confident in anything I say, and extrapolate my knowledge to make it sound like I know far more than I necessarily do, making me able to sell my ideas and thoughts to anyone.
- I can always wear a smile around people and find things to laugh about. I can lighten the mood and dissipate tension if needed.
- When I'm passionate about something I'm working on I'll work hard to get it to the highest quality I can.
- I'm creative and can come up with unique, interesting, and practical solutions to problems and can be flexible as things develop.
- I'm punctual and try to be there as much as physically possible. If I can't, I'll let people know ahead of time.
- I'm a great people person and can often read how people feel and will act in certain situations, and often use that to help friends with their personal problems.
- I'm charitable and will always be willing to lend a hand to help where I can when I have the time.
- I'm not afraid to ask for help when I reach my limit, and prefer working with a team that can support me and that I can bounce ideas and thought processes off.
- I can be serious and quiet when I need to be, and will show a necessary amount of sincerity and focus when it's needed.

I want to have passed Media Level 3.
My passion to do good work, my creativity with solutions, and my ability to ask for help and work with those around me will help immensely in achieving this. The passion shall drive me to finish and do high quality work worthy of passing. My creativity will help me solve problems I run into across the way both in and out of projects. My readiness to ask for help allows me to learn new skills and spread the workload when I run into problems I don't have a solution for, and also allows me to work with a team. In my FMP this all will be helpful as I'll need my passion to push me through the whole thing, my creativity to overcome any challenges I face, and my willingness to ask for help when I need voice actors, set designers, foley recorders, and help learning stop motion animation itself.

I want to win Most Creative in the Media Awards Ceremony.
My passion, creativity, and being a people person will help with this immensely. The passion will show in what I make and help it shine out to the lecturers evaluating its place, and shall also add to my determination to make the product as creative and interesting as possible. The creativity will obviously help with it being the most creative (duh) and will cause the idea and subsequent product to be an interesting, unique, and creative example of what I can do. The ability to talk to people and know how they feel has made me a popular staple of the course and as a person has made me stand out to the lecturers, and combining this with my recent turn around in productivity and my consistent creativity will push me into the limelight for the award through my FMP. This all will combine to help me produce my best piece of work to date and by far the most creative.

I want to get a stable part time job that lets me pursue my interests.
My ability to sound confident, my punctuality, and my abilities as a people person will all help me achieve this. Sounding confident in what I say in an interview will make a good impression on the interviewer, and is also a brilliant selling point for myself if I happen to go into anything involving talking to people or advertising to people. My punctuality will help me keep the job as I'll always be there when they need me and if I can't they'll almost always know in advance enough to plan around it. My abilities as a people person will help me in interviews, around my co-workers, and any customers that I have to work with in the job as all of them can be read and would benefit from me being able to tell how they feel about me, and thus I can watch how I act and do my best to leave a good impression on them. All of this combined will help me keep the job and give me an advantage over other people looking for a job. It might even allow me to get higher positions due to being in good favour with my superiors.

- I want to have worked as an editor for a company
- I want to have worked as a 3D physical stop motion animator for a company
- I want to get a girlfriend
- I want to finish transitioning into a girl and change my name to Artemisia
- I want to have an audience for a personal Media project
- I want to learn an instrument (melodica? piano?)
- I'd like to make something to do with a video game
- I'd like to make a stop motion animated series
- I'd like a motorbike and licence
- I'd like to visit Canada
- I'd like to go to London Comicon
- I'd like to do some work for a convention


Weaknesses:

- If I begin to lose interest in a project I'll start to procrastinate and put it off. To help with this I often let others know what I'm doing and tell them to check how much I'm working on things.
- I can very easily be distracted by conversation and people around me, enjoying talking about either the work or other general things. I help solve this in two ways. Either I tell the people around me to watch me and make sure I continue the work, or I will listen to music to help me concentrate, whichever is more appropriate and practical in that situation.
- I can often incorporate the problems of other people and a project itself into what I perceive as my problems, and it can have a draining mental effect on me and at it's worst can make me feel responsible for problems that are not my own. While this can fuel my dedication, It also has detrimental effects when it's related to something I cannot help with or change. It can cause stress, self depreciation, and neglect of my own well being. This is a long term problem I have had and I've been doing my best to help it. Other people who I've made aware of this often ask me about myself and help me evaluate my priorities and put myself and things I'm directly involved with first, and I've slowly been mentally training myself out of prioritising other people to a toxic degree, but it's been slow. The main way I cope with this problem is through me building up a complex support network of people who care about me. Some people are good at helping with my problems. Some people are good at grounding me and bringing me back down to earth. And some people are good friends that I don't necessarily have to worry about everything I normally do while talking to and are far less intensive for me to interact with.
- Another long term problem that in part fuels the one above and in part is fueled by the one above is my difficulty talking about the depths of my own problems in person. It takes a high level of trust for me to talk about personal difficulties face to face, and even then the person often has to push me to talk. If






WELL BEING


Connect.

Talk to someone and not message
I do that with a lot of my friends already.
Speak to someone new
Im happy talking to new people as a general rule and I make new friends fairly regularly. I talk to them and listen to them.
Listen
I listen too much. People find it worrying how much I know about them, and I can read people like books after just a few conversations.
5 minutes aside for someone else
I spend too much of my time on others. Due to my problem above in combination with me being somehow extremely approachable, I often find out about a lot of peoples personal struggles. Due to related problems I end up taking them on, feeling I need to help them and that I have a level of responsibility for these people. While I am very good at helping people this way, being dubbed "The Therapist", it drains a lot out of me and I end up prioritising them more than me. It has serious negative consequences on my perception of my self worth and my ability to do something for myself, else I feel guilty for not spending all of my time on others. To help this I'll be doing exactly the opposite of what's above, thanks.
Share a journey
I often stick with other people when traveling, although maybe not with people I don't know so much. I'll try to do that in future.


Be active.

Stairs
Haha.. no.
Walk (With someone)
I walk almost everywhere, and when I don't I cycle. I often walk with others, talking to them about any number of random shit.
Organise activity
I'm quite often the person organising the events.
Stretch
Hahaha... Fuck you.
Walk across a room to a peer
I already do this. It annoys people.


Take notice.

Buy a plant
No, they die.
Clear clutter
Take notice of how your peers feel
Eat somewhere different


Learn.

Find out something new from a peer
Read
Sudoku, Crossword, Wordsearch, Rubix cube
Research something you've wondered about
Learn a new word.


Give.

Community and Social Life
Kindness




COMPETENCY

1. Research
services
products
customers
competition

2. Look Sharp
ironing
confident

3. Be Prepared
C.V.
References

4. Be On Time
10 minutes early
allow for getting lost (Recce?)

5. Show Enthusiasm
handshake
don't kiss them (if lady does, one cheek then other)
hello, I am... (Name)

6. Listen
read between the lines
ask to repeat the question

7. Answer The Question Asked
clarify

8. Give Specific Examples
successes
unique to you

9. Ask Questions
burning one at the end

10. Follow Up
find out why you didn't get it
email
face to face is better
market yourself

LESS ANXIETY
Worry Bus
past
past has gone
present is what you need to deal with
future not set, can change
MINDFULLNESS




COMPETENCY for College

1. Research
services
They provide an education, food, and the identification that I'm a student, which effects mum's benefits and allows me to get reductions in certain locations. Also free Adobe and other programs within the building and free access to borrowing expensive recording equipment. Also also free consultation with professionals who know how to use anything they have. They can also provide consoling and monetary help if needed.
products
A diploma, food, and a social environment.
customers
Students.
competition
Other colleges.

2. Look Sharp
ironing
I'll iron whatever I decide to wear on the day of the interview.
confident
Darling, of course I'm confident.

3. Be Prepared
C.V.
I don't need one to get into college.
References
My previous tutors.

4. Be On Time
10 minutes early
I'm normally between 10 and 30 minutes early. Also if needed, it can be less than half an hour from waking up to arriving at college.
allow for getting lost (Recce?)
I've gone here 2 years and I fully understand the way they label the locations. If I cannot work out how to get to where I need to go I'll go a day before and ask.

5. Show Enthusiasm
handshake
I'm half-decent at them.
don't kiss them (if lady does, one cheek then other)
Safeguarding!
hello, I am... (Name)
I think I know my name?

6. Listen
read between the lines
I can read between the lines pretty easily.
ask to repeat the question
I'm perfectly ok to do so.

7. Answer The Question Asked
clarify
I can also easily ask for clarification on specific things.

8. Give Specific Examples
successes
I can list a number of successes that could be used as examples.
unique to you
I think I have a good number of examples that are unique to me?

9. Ask Questions
burning one at the end
I'll save the one I want to know most until the end.

10. Follow Up
find out why you didn't get it
I'll probably do this as It'll help me in the future.
email
I'll at least email them first, if only to ask for a face to face.
face to face is better
If I get a face to face I can ask questions I have about what I did well and badly.
market yourself
If I can possibly use it to get into another job I will.





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